missing u...

people say that: when u busy enough,u would forget the bad things...
oh...is it true?
i almost agree with that actually...
but,this few days,it's definately busy for me...
but i still remember you,oscar...
it's almost few months we haven seen each other,
that's what your mother did,
i miss you so much,
every afternoon when bus passes through your school,
i will try hard to see you in class...
but,i cant..i cant even see your back...
i don't know how you are now...
friday,i took a 10 mins nap on sofa,
in 10minutes,i could dream of you...
i saw u already grown up,
and u said u gonna study in KL,
i was very sad...
i have no courage to go to see you in your school,
because i m afraid of you will run away when you see me,
just like last time when my brother went to visit you...
how come your mum would be so cruel?
she's really stubborn!
your grandmother also,
saying nonsence to others about my mum...
stupid!
i heard people said that you want oscar to wake up 5.30am+,
and you want to go to take the food for the sami,
oh my god,,
stop praying ok?
a good religion won't do such bad thing for child,
even you pray every day,u won't get anything also...
a child who follow you and wake up such early in the morning,
do you think he can concentrate at school in the afternoon?
you are actually torturing him!!!
today,when driving car,i saw oscar's mum,
i really want to hit you,but i didn't...
i will waiting for the miracle,i know oscar will come back one day........